A poem from my teenage

I close my eyes, I open my mouth

I see the truth and I hide my shout

look and enjoy what did you to me

Because your lies...we will never be.

You took me down, and we fell apart

How could I forgive who broke my heart?

Look and appreciate what you did to me

never kissing again under our favorite tree.

I used to believe on me, believe on us

but now, I just wanna run away by bus

look and analyse what you did to me

you ruined me, but nobody can see.

I hated you, I wished you my tears

I wished you my pain, also my fears

every horrors I wished you in my head

made me question if I was really bad.

That evil I was feeling inside

made me wish to disappear and hide

you were the reason of my awful pain

do not dare ever once come see me again.

Sadly, I saw a smile in your smug face

a kind of happiness I really need to taste

Who the hell you really are to deserve it?

Who the hell am I, losing my little bit?

I felt angry and pain, a terrible heartbreak

in some days I wished you did not make

What you did to me got me a few colder

but soon or later children must get older.

Look and realize what you really did to me

you hunted my peace even not being here

you stole my love you destroyed my dreams

my laughing was replaced by these screams.

You´ve me included in your stupid game

I am damaged, I will never be the same

I gave you my trust, you wanted to play

You never let me go, nor asked me to stay.

For a long time you were my nightmare

you were guilty and you never really care

But the truth about me and about my hate

luckily I have realised before being too late.

Your actions made me figure my dark side

It was a part of me that I preferred to hide

I hated you, not only because you let me go

but, cause of you, I faced my myself unknown.

I thought I was pretty good in my positivity

I believed that I could avoid the negativity

I was just pretending this did not exist

I was wrong I was a fool and either selfish.

I can finally understand some learning conceptions

And there is a bright side even in our deceptions

you really let me down, it is sad when a story ends

oddly I am broke and glad cause we will never be friends.

I don´t hate you at all, I don´t love you either

I was sick for you, but I´ve healed this fever

What you did to me? A new version of mine

A real strong woman, pretty good at saying goodbye.