December, 26th

a rainy night, a storm inside

the eyes were down, a broken smile

troubled feelings, confusing thoughts,

lost words, a silent mouth

my body crossed the room

in a search for your warmth

touching, breathing, moaning,

a lightning, the seconds, shuttling

memories last forever

alive in a dying heart

I chose my path, it is a dream

the safest place I've ever been

there's pain in these lonely tears

there's no happiness, no joy, bad luck

it's fade, it's dark, it's gone.

it's cold, it's lost. oh fuck...

To J.