The pain of absence

HEALTH IS THE PAIN OF ABSENCE.

Longing is the affliction of loss.

My loves before you.

What will I do with the loves that arrived in my life before you?

Of loves that become platonic.

PLATONIC  LOVE  FROM  MY FAILED  HEART.

I'm  sick  of  loving!

There  is  a  restlessness  that  dominates  me  like  an  incurable  disease.

THERE  IS  A  DISTURBANCE  THAT  ALMOST  MAKES  ME  CRY.

There  is  an  unbearable pain that  completely  takes  over  my  emotions.

I cry for you.

I cry because I can't  hug you with  desperation.

I cry for no longer  feeling  the  softness  of  your  skin  that  could  free  me from  abandonment.

I suffer  for you.

I suffer  from  the  absence  of  any  indication  that  you  have  the  slightest  interest  in  what  I  feel.

I  am  suffering  for  love.

I  don’t  want  to  get  hurt by you.

I  don’t  wish  to  hurt  you  in  me.

I  don’t  intend  to  hurt  anyone  in  us.

What  am  I  going to  do with  the loves  that  arrived  in  my  life  before  you?

"A calm heart is life to the body, But jealousy is rottenness to the bones."

(Life manual)

PURITY OF THE HEART.

... From our bread that life kneaded.

... Of dates to be forgotten.

"It is said that good news “fattens the bones”, or fills them with marrow, that is, it invigorates the entire body."

(Encyclopedia Commentary)

PURITY...

"I'm left with the purity of the children's response", Luiz Gonzaga Jr.