My answer about love

_Don't you dream about getting marriage and having a happy life by the side of someone you love?

_Well, I had dreamed about that before, but it doesn't matter to me anymore! I don't care about relationship! I have dreams to achieve and I'm aware that every single choice we do in life requires some kind of sacrifice and this is my sacrifice! If it happens someday to me, if I be able to love again, I would be very happy for this, but if it doesn't happen, it's ok too! I have plans I want to achieve in life and it requires time and effort, then I think that through long time I will need to be alone to concentrate in this work. But I hope that someday it's going to happen to me! And I know that if I don't obbey to God I'm going to die, then I need to walk straightly in line! I love God and I know that he loves me too, but I need to follow the rules. I can't open hand of my dreams and I can't be a rebel daughter to God anymore. If some man want anything with me now, I will need to deny it until he get tired and give up of me, because I can't give up of God, of my dreams and of my life!

I have lost the man who I must loved in life! Why would I be afraid to lose any other man I meet? And I really don't care anymore! I will live my life, I need to live my life to achieve my aims. Also, I have a bigger commitment with God!