Silent queen/ Silly Clown

When I started to speak

You laughed at my voice

And I threw you a shy smile

I was trying to hide my insecurity

Cause you made me feel so out of place here

I want to face my anxiety

But it's so uncontrollable

And sometimes it's much easier to say I'm okay than trying to explain all that I feel

And all that cause troubles in my head

Let me be your silent queen

And you'll be my silly clown

Tell me jokes

To entertain myself when my fears try to haunt me in a dark night

There will always be open ways

Long roads that can take us away from here

There are so much to say

Too much to feel

But sometimes it's not too bad just walk away silently

I'm looking at the sun shining sightly in a late afternoon

Waiting for the untouchable moon's kiss

Like I'm waiting for your untouchable touch

Let me be what I really want to be

Let me say what I want to say whenever I want to

Let me be your silent queen

when everything disturbs you

in a rainy night