My soul wants myself

I don't know why, but I'm feeling depressive. It's a very common feeling at this times. But I'm not confortable with this in my soul.

My soul is stubbornly happy. No matter what is happening, no matter the problems to solve, no matter what month it is, my soul insist to be strong.

Beside that, the effort I must to do in the moment is not enough, and I'm sad, depressive. I want to get out of this vibe. I want to be like myself.

I want to have me. I need it for to feel alive.