you didnt touched me

you didnt touched me.

you did not touched me. are you ok with this even we have spend months wishing touch each other? i dont know if this should be an affirmation or an ask. you didnt touched me and everything i write about you i repeat a lot of times all my frustrations about us. you talk to me. like if you didnt had make me felt like a stone in a boot. you didnt touched me and a lot of times you planned this, you told me that wanted touch my lips, my ears, my neck, my hair because even you havent touched me yet, it was like i was yours since forever. and i really were. everyday i wanted you. in all the possibly ways. when i saw you, i wanted you more than anything. and i touched you, i was there. my fingers was really in your skin. you did not touched me. why? why are you so scare to live if you say everyday how much you want do be free? you broke my heart in every little appear, but i think you broke yourself so much harder because you dont accept the love. you dont know what love is and how far it can go, youre closed in something that kill all your good things one step at time. i dont recognize you, but this probably is my fault, maybe i never really knew you. you never touched me and maybe you won't and its fine. i touched you and a loved what i felt, you will never know what we could've been. neither me.