Delusional

In a distance I realize the truth,

I see myself fighting for a lost cause.

But,

Next to you,

I can't find a reasonable ground.

I just keep losing myself in your skin.

My new friend is my trouble sleeping;

I wonder and wonder,

I keep daydreaming with the life I never gonna have with you;

I imagine it all,

I live nothing.

How can I be able to survive my own need for self destruction?

I love you

And I never cross your mind.

How can I scape from you

When you is the only reason that keeps me awake?