Never a sweet goodbye

This is a sweet way

To waste my time

And hurt my mind

With such old memories

Though the facts will never change

Each time I remember them

I change a bit

In a good or in a bad way

The focus is only mine

And I'm sure you haven't seen like me

And I'm glad for that

But sometimes I'm sad

And I love that

Just because it was impossible

It was a carte blanche for the mind

A refuge for a long time

And I'm afraid I'll never say bye

Though you've certainly already died

Because I won't keep you alive

Not anymore