Something missing

I don’t have last goodbye words for you

Because I’ve always told you all I wanted to tell you

All that I thought you should know

I believed I wouldn’t regret

And that if I reasoned about everything in advance

There would be no uncertainties

I assumed I knew all the lessons by heart

I should have known them “by brain”

Knowing the heart could fail

But I’ve heard the same lecture so many times

And God knows why

I always do the same mistake

So I think I’ve actually never learned this lesson

There has to be something more in this lecture

Something beyond the obvious conclusion

Something I still have to figure out

Something that I don’t know I’m looking for

And that I’m afraid of never finding