Live, destroy and die
I don’t really care about your lies
I just wish I could stop doing this
I wish my hands would stop hurting me
And that I stopped wasting my time
Turns out that I need the pain
It became part of me
And I hate it again every single time
But still I can’t help
Maybe if my mind could focus
But there’s nothing to look at
There is nothing close enough to draw my attention
I stopped believing in you
My mind is full of thoughts
They just don’t make any sense anymore
And while I watch my hours go away
My hands keep destroying what’s left of me
I’m about to die
But I’ve already died a thousand times
It doesn’t look like a big deal anymore
Even though every time it’s completely real and painful
Maybe if I’d never become alive again
Then I’d finally stop dying
But when it comes to revive
It seems that the odds are always in my favor
So I guess that’s my lot
Destroy myself and die
Die and come alive
Live and destroy one more time