DRINKING MY WAY BACK!

I am drinking my way back to you, baby!

Because there is no way out of my destiny,

Which is to be with you, no matter what, lady!

That I could live without you, to infinity!

I am always advised by our kids

To quit drinking and start my new life again.

But I don’t see my game and my bids,

Taking me away from this solid terrain!

My trajectory leads always back to my love,

No matter where you are now or when!

Because without you by my side and your strove,

I will only end up in hell and not in heaven!

Whatever I´ve tried, it ended up in a way with no end.

So, no matter what I do, or the intentions I do try.

It seems that our destiny is just one, not my pretend,

To sneak away and say that I did not pry!

We are up to be together forever and ever.

It seems by the way I look now and you might notice that!

I don´t think I can live without you, a future to collect,

If I can make through this life and the next, for better!

Wanting to encounter you, in the infinity of space.

Sniffing my way through dark matter and the trace,

That you left behind when you were gone,

And by ways of looking for the light you shrone!

Because you must be in one of the highest

Of the thrones destined to your kind!

The kind of high spirit and one of the best,

That one we can seek and reserve for our mind!

From the final destiny of our souls,

Away from the predators and ghouls,

That could devour our flesh and our wills,

Through our own fears and our own frills!

Don’t be afraid of anything, because I will be on your side,

To protect you from any harm or any threat!

If I am not present in the flesh, I will be on your beside,

To prevent you from any injury, no worries, no sweat!

I don´t want you to procrastinate you full happiness

From happening from the high spectrum!

I will be not in your way from the Highness,

That can take you from this world to the nostrum!

You are now my master and true guidance

From this world to the next in line!

I could not be more faithful and in balance,

With anyone but you and that is so just fine!

I don´t seem to be living anymore,

Because my days are empty and without purpose!

Without you here life is so tasteless and with no core,

That I don´t want to be either mute or verbose!

You were my guardian angel that I lost.

The one so true and faithful that I could not protect!

I will forever be penitent and pay the cost,

For letting you go away and not being able to correct!

You were the one and only that could lead myself,

To the true purpose in life and I let you perish.

Not without trying to work on your behalf,

But, to no avail in letting go the one I cherish!

However, I was not prepared or advised,

That this could be a one ticket to go to the next step!

And if I knew that, I would have tried to exorcise,

The evil spirits that took you to the depth!