Mistakes

Mistakes of a past day, leading me to mistakes of today. Memories running inside my head, memories of a life I could be living, memories of a life I've never had, always taking, and never giving. But then again, it's a cold world, they say, the long lost fairy tale, but the ticket reads "one way". So I'm awake at night, I can't tell if the past was real, my scars are covered with ink, the unbreakable seal. Still I hear the voices inside my mind, the results of sobriety, yet there's one person I can't seem to find, and alas, it's me... this bitter placebo, bathe in silence, deep down my core, long lost innocence, same as before. Are you out there, regreting it? The weight we bare, it doesn't fit. I can't recall how I've gotten this far! How did I get here? I've been swimming against the tide, running for countless years, now there's no more place to hide, alone I face all my fears, hate being left on my own, I am ripping what I've sown...