Living On Chocolate

You messed up my life

Made me change, made me naive

Now neither my hair is cut

Nor my beard is shaved

I can't help myself

If when I think about you

I get so angry for being me

For being in love

And what if I get so anxious

That nothing can calm me down

What If my body demands something delicious

That's why these days

I've been living on chocolate

Living on tears, reviving all my fears

Why have I loved you?

Knowing you as I know

Now it's time to blow

And try not to think of

Being friends or whatever with you again

It's hard, but I can

Why can chocolate calm me down?

Make me write, make me fight

Now neither my heart aches

Nor my body shakes

Though I'm still a bit sad

Guess I need another bar

Or a truck of it instead

And what if I get so anxious

That nothing can calm me down

What if I suddenly get dangerous

With everybody else around

I've been living on chocolate

Living on tears, reviving all my fears

Why have I loved you?

Knowing you as I know

Now it's time to blow

And try not to think of

Being friends or whatever with you again

It's hard, but I can

I don't know why we got together

Since you are that kind of "never"

I was the only one that endeavoured

And I was considered a believer

I don't wanna be hurt anymore

But something in me

Holds me from moving on

I don't know if I'm afraid

Of having another one like you

Or if it is just the time my heart needs

To totally forget you

But thank God chocolate doesn't

Let me think about this shit!

I've been living on chocolate

Living on tears, reviving all my fears

Why have I loved you?

Knowing you as I know

Now it's time to blow

And try not to think of

Being friends or whatever with you again

It's hard, but I can

I don't know why we got together

Since you are that kind of "never"

I was the only one that endeavoured

And I was considered a believer

Why have I loved you?