I thought
What were I thinking? I can't be like one god, I can't know about everything.
I didn't have time to breath, I spend my time only studying, and thinking about the next activity I would start.
I wanted study English, Spanish, Italian, Germany, all subjects of my school, find one time to study music too, and maybe meet my boyfriend one time for week.
I was obsessed. I thought I were able to be the all-seeying eye(Laughs), you know... I dreamed to see the world abroad, like I were the super brain of world.
I had afraid to be less than people charged, so I filled my day with a lot of tasks. I did so much, until the day that I stoped everything.
People asked to themself: where is Stéphane. The answered: She is resting, recovering her mind to back and get live one normal life. Without obsessions, without overloads.
And destroy that old conspiration theory of my mind, and as a consequence I will destroy the afraid I have from world and people. Yes, I will.