Now I'm alone

Nobody understand what is passing in my mind, and as much as I think more and more I believe I’m crazy. I want to die today and I’m alone. Nobody is worried with my pain. Anybody around me look into my sad eyes. You are smiling behind me without know my suffering. I just wanna you realize that I’m not well. You really don’t know me. And I’m dieing but it doesn’t matter. You are killing me with your voice and I’m confused with the things you said. In the truth I want to believe in your promises, but when I open my eyes I understand that it’s just a mistake.

Maybe one day I can forget you, but now I still love you and it’s a feeling that is the opposite of whole my certain. I want to die. Just it could end with the feelings that are hurting me.

It’s to sad how we can be unimportant for nobody. We could be invisible for everyone and exist without make difference for the people we love. I just wanna stay alone and now it’s hurting me.

Sometimes my eyes are sad and nobody realize it. It’s so easy to know how I’m feeling but anyone did it. Also these things really confound myself. When everybody is happy I find my pain. I’m alone, just it. Without nobody to understand me. You will never know what’s passing in my mind, never.

Marina Dalmass
Enviado por Marina Dalmass em 12/09/2009
Código do texto: T1807008