The meaning doesn't come from your words.

Why should I trust in your words?

Why should I trust in something I don't see, it doesn't give me strengh like your words?

I'd like to do it, but not today.

Perhaps I'm not ready yet, perhaps it's exactly your words, it is still not confident enough.

I don't need them, anyway.

I just need attitudes. Real meaning.

Why should I keep only words?

Didn't you say once, when your hurted me hard, that I should not trust in what you say? So, why I should trust in them now?

Why trusting in something ir hurts?

Perhaps because I accept you anyway?

And perhaps acceptance is exactly like this? Becoming your breaths but it hurts whenever you're not expecting?

But, caring is supposed to not hurt, if it would comes from both sides.

When it doesn't, that's why it hurts...