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Someone just killed me last night and I don’t remember exactly who it was but I remember it was cruel, it was the way I’d never thought it could be, it was fast and fatal you know? It was like a horror movies scene when the villain appears in a surprise and catch your attention and everything gets black, they killed me with anger and no recognition, they gave me nothing but pain and suffer there was no salt or taste, it looked like a dead love, I’ve tried to show some feeling and received back nothing but sad words coming from her mouth saying “go away baby”, so she made herself dust in my sweet dreams of romantic comedy located in my deepest thoughts, she made herself a ghost in my life that I’d never cared about, her taste went off, her color disappeared and her moves just became stone thrown on the road and her smile walked in the lake and killed itself. I hated her at the same time I wanted to love, I took her pain for me at the same time I wanted to kill it and I gave her a hug at the same time I just wanted to let her go so I did it and she flown away as tree’s leaves do in the spring taking with them me and my dreams. I’ve swear to myself “in me no love will live again” but it just lasted till that Friday when I saw you, kissed you and imagine never imagine you again, put your essence in my midnight philosophy and only your voice was in my head nothing else, I remember your face, the taste of your perfect lips and I remember exactly your smell and dream of it every night, dream of giving you the love you deserve and the love you want, fine.