I can't understand

I can't understand anything,

there's a wall around me,

my solitude is taking over my life.

You don't know how I really feel,

you've never really come to me.

I can't understand why

I've wasted so much time

dreaming about an impossible happiness.

I can't understand what I see,

because I used to believe

I would finally reach my heaven

if I saw the best in everything

and did the best I could.

And I'm sure you can't

understand my words.

You've never really tried

to understand me.