I am tired!

I am tired and I have been more and more tired of all the things which have surrounded me lately. So little by little I will “delete myself” from all the things that may remind anyone of my name, personality, mentality or anything that may have caused anyone any harm. I do not want to be recognized as a professional, as a lover, as someone who one day may have meant anything to anyone anymore. I don’t want to write anything to anyone who uses it as a pastime. I don’t wanna be a pastime for anyone! I am tired of everything!

I am tired of scoffers; I am tired of mockers who see me as a means of their laughter. I am tired of phony people who approach me when they have no one else to fall back on. I am tired of this life of mine and of theirs too. I am tired of shysters; I am tired of you who insist on judging me without knowing the story of my life and can’t understand why I do what I do. I am tired of waking up every morning feeling the bitterness of having to face the day without sincerity from others. I am tired of your lack of commitment to life; I am tired of your insane mind that thinks that everything you think is true and can’t be refuted.

I am just tired! Time to keep a low profile and maybe disappear from this earth forever or try to find solace in my bosom friend JESUS!

Let it be so!